How Long has it been? Christ! Well Yeah, I am back in texas. After she broke my heart into little pieces I took her back. Stupid? Maybe. But Love is foolish and so am I. Burn me once shame on you burn me twice shame on me. And If I get hurt again I have only myself to blame. But I am happy. For Once. Very Very happy.

I keep telling myself- that if I stay alone a little longer... the feeling of lonelyness will go away. And I will get used to being alone. I will forget what that butterfly-like feeling is in my stomach and I will no longer crave it. I will start wearing socks more often so that my feet won't get cold and I won't want someone there to warm them for ( Read more... )

So I just wrote this whole long entry about my weekend... but it got deleted. So I will type it later- lol... It was filled with drugs sex and alcohol... lol thats all you need to know for now- is pot even considered a drug?

Who Knows.

Desperate Housewives is on.

Peace.

I was watching aladdin and the part where alladin jumps down it says "all good teenagers take off your clothes"

Plain as day!

I died laughing- almost peed my pants

Ugh I am sick!!!!!!!!!

I wish I had someone to like let me use their lap so i can lay my head on it and fall asleep.

When I am alone- I want someone close.
When I have someone close- I want to be left alone.

I am weird.

Ex's are like slinkies, Neither one is good for much.
But.. you still have to smile when you see one tumbling down the stairs....

I feel like a litte girl

with a little crush.

She makes me laugh and smile
like I haven't in awhile

ohhh im a poet and didn't know it!!

haha

figures she is like way far.

Had a great time at the colo last night. Met some cool people... Josh- this gay dude introduced me to his friends one of which is Isabel... we traded numbers so i will be seeing her again. She is pretty hot. Her and her friend Shalynne Were dancing and dragged me out on the dance floor and before I knew it Isabel was behind me grinded up on me- god ( Read more... )

So, she called. I heard my cell ring and I went to go get it, and I looked at the number twice before I realized it was her, that was the point where I felt like I was going to throw up- So did I answer it? Yeah of course I did I am a shithead ( Read more... )

So yesterday I was okay- but course I had to dream about her- fucking someone else. God I can't deal with this shit right now. I just can't.