I don’t want to face the world today
Just to stay stuck in the graying past
In lightless day, sitting and staring
With my reddened eyes stuck glaring
Peering into the coming darkness

Back to the wall, in a crouched position
Playing the same thoughts over and over
No will, no need to keep things going
Just sitting with my fallen head in hands
Contemplating ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I have a lot going on. The next 3 weeks will be "fun"

 Nashville seems like a fun city. I just got back from a conference there. We stayed at the Opryland Hotel...I mean biodome. Its crazy how big that place is.

We went to downtown Nashville one night. It was fun. We saw some live music and walked the city. I think I'd like to go back or at least travel more.

 Happy 4th to everyone. I hope everyone stays safe and doesn't have to much "fun" with fireworks. ;)

I wonder what I would be doing right now had I chosen another path in life. Would I be miserable or happier? Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I had discovered all the technology stuff I do now a lot sooner ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I have posted. For awhile I thought nobody was using lj anymore. Haha, then today I realized that somehow I had signed off.  I've been very busy.

I have almost paid off my car. :) But now I am having thoughts of trading it in and going for a hybrid. I love my car, but with the way gas prices are rising, I don't know. I ( Read more... )

I think I am ready to move out. I want to buy a house. Nothing big, but I know I don't want to rent. I think this may be my spring/summer project.

I think I'm in a dilemma. Humm....

So I don't have a planning period anymore for the rest of the semester. I am now teaching 4 classes, back to back and no break.  This is going to be interesting.

It's been a while since I have updated ( Read more... )