Sometimes i feel so scared that I can't leave my bed until I cry my eyes out for several hours, until I forget what I'm crying about. Sometimes I can't sleep at night because I'm so afraid of what will happen tomorrow. Who I'll estrange. Who I'll hurt. What I'll say wrong. Sometimes I can't do homework because I keep thinking of all the rude and ( Read more... )

Well it has been an inexcusably long time since I've written in this. I'm only writing in it because I have a break between classes for once and am at a loss for what to do ( Read more... )

I found this is a really old journal of mine. It's actually quite creepy ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever live a truly happy existence. Is it at all possible ( Read more... )

Well, my ears have been pierced unceremoniously and spontaneously yesterday. Little Claire's shop in the Oasis was the place of honor. They look cute i guess . . two simple stainless steel balls. No infection or problems yet. I guess I'm just going to have to hope for the best ( Read more... )

well it is october 21st. My last update was from before my birthday. I'm guessing that is an extended period of time ( Read more... )

first off HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTIE! My phone died this morning, and i would have called you sooner, but i had to charge the damn thing while i was at school, so i just called u when i got home but you didn't pick up. poo ( Read more... )

i work in about 15 minutes . . so i'll make this brief ( Read more... )

I'm at Leann's right now. She's showing me freaky cosplay pics of strangers from conventions of alternate universes ( Read more... )

well life has been blase and eventful at the same time these days ( Read more... )