I get the keys to my new apartment tomorow!
Thats right, an apartment of my very own.
One with one room, two huge windows, a closet and a bathroom.
Thats right! Its small, but I dont care!
Mine mine mine!
I don't think that I have been this excited in welll......i dont  know how long!!
EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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How I needed you
How I grieve now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never.. never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
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I feel so uninspired.
I want to paint but have no ideas.
I want to draw but I'm not good enough.
I want to improve my drawing skills but its too hard for me because I have no inspiration.
I have no drive.
I want my life to have meaning.
I dont even know where to begin.
I want to be happier.
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Productive, productive, productive.
I am painting up a storm.
Today was fulfilling:
Painted from morning to night.
Spent my morning with a robin bird, evening with two chickadees.
Sang along to music and did interpretive dance.
Conversations about porn and sex.
Life is good. 

I am sick.
I just want to curl up and watch movies until I'm better.
But the couch isnt big enough.
The power went out today.
We played a very stoned game of monopoly.
"Wanna come over and give my dog some wax boots?"

Our foundation crumblin
Skyscrapers tumblin
They fall, we fall
I dont mean to joke
Or poke fun at our society
But I'm delirious, all these issues so serious
And what do we do
NOTHING AT ALL
We're bound to fall
Take a second to think what your worth
Just another sad soul destroyin the earth
All for one and one for what?
We don't appreciate what we've got.
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I am terribly happy that it is the weekend.