so last week my ex boyfriend Nick very unexpectedly showed up at my house. He lives 3 hours away, so this was a surprise. We didnt part on good terms last time I saw him. He was cool to my roomates, but an ass to me and not overly kind to daniel. He pretty much ignored us completely, but did answer questions when asked. Sad, my ex bf who hates me ( Read more... )

I tried to be cool to dan's best friend, it never goes well. SHe's probably on the way out permanantly soon anyway. I'm very sorry things are ending this way. All I ever want is another friend, I love friends. But she wouldnt let that be an option. I'm sorry for daniel.

I feel lonely today. I tried so hard...so hard and to no avail. This is most frusterating because I dont try for anyone. I try to present my best side to those I meet. If it is accepted, great. If not, that ok because I know who my friends are. But this girl mattered to me. This heinous little bitch mattered to me. Why? Because she's Daniel's best ( Read more... )

I came home from work today and got drunk. It felt good. Really good. I was just spending time with friends and decided a smirnoff sounded nice. Many drinks later I found myself thrilled... happy beyond measure for no good reason. It's nice, but sobriety has its good points too. This week is depressing. I work 10am-6pm, dan works 3pm-11pm. Meaning ( Read more... )

I finally got a computer!!! Yeah!!! It just came in today. I realize I've been gone forever, I wouldnt be surprised if half of you have un-friended me by now. But I'm back, baby! I'm enjoying a 1.5 week vacation right now, although tomorrow is my last day. I'm going to fresno for a wedding this weekend, but we will also be celebrating dan's mom's ( Read more... )

Still no job, but I've got a lot of temp jobs that are making the bills. Temp jobs are always tax free, yea!!! Dan just broke a plate. Seeing it in pieces made me think of art, which made me think of Swankygirrrl. Hi Swank, I enjoy your antics. We're pretty sure dan's got a job with Barton Security, so we're happy about that. He's on like his 25th ( Read more... )

I do enjoy living at a new place, but too bad there's still nothing to do. I really like having friends around all the time. I'm getting to know a lot of people, and thats nice...or it would be if I weren't sooo picky about people. Fortunately they are all very kind, but they certainly have their quirks. The worst is the guy who either never wears ( Read more... )

i wrote to my car ins. provider and told them i moved. This resulted in a 600 dollar increase in my annual payment. I dont have that just lying around since im currently jobless. Fotunately i had deltigre nearby and he listened to my frustration from 300mi away. Always a blessing. I called up the company and told them i wasnt moving for a while, ( Read more... )

The day I left for san jose ( Read more... )

Ok, i moved to San Jose. I'm here, have been for a week. This is the first email access ive had in ages, I'm having withdrawles. I dont have much time, im borrowing a computer at my friends apt quickly. I miss reading about all of you. But I am having a great time with my new roomies. They're great. I feel like such a home maker, I cook all the ( Read more... )