I still exist. Really. But I feel like you in lj land have forgotten about me. Forgotten about my transgender cabbage patch, about my flintstone feet, about my insatiable love of cookies. Ok, official pity party... no one but my dylan even asks me to chill with them anymore. Have you guys officially decided that I suck? Ok, done with the party. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm a bad sugar, I havent written in positively ages! So here's the deal... I've got a place in san jose. It's just sitting there waiting for me, and I dont have to pay rent until my lease here in fresno is up. The only reason I'm still here is I wanted to be really fair to my employers because I really love them a lot. I gave them a month's notice ( Read more... )

I feel that I should write, although ive not much to say. It seems like few really do these days. Maybe we're all just recovering from holidays and such. So here's the update on moving to san jose. Dan (automaticbzooty) is officially moving on feb. 2, I'm not leaving until april 1. I'm happy about the opportunity. It will be good for us both. ( Read more... )

MY NEW YEAR'S EVE ( Read more... )

I get to keep my auto-booty a little longer. The san jose thing got pushed back a little, who knows what will ever happen with that. I wanna go to school but I fear I've taken too long to decide. I wonder if I can add a class or two from city, but i have no idea(other than 1 class) of what I need. And I dont wanna take classes alone. I hate alone. ( Read more... )

Christmas is over, it was great. Automaticbzooty and I went to bakersfield to be with his family, my first time over. It was good stuff. His family is nice to each other. I was so surprised, they all got me stuff for christmas. I didnt expect that at all. We had mucho good time, except on christmas morning dan was sick as could be. He just stayed ( Read more... )

still down. not sure why, just everything I guess. I patched things up with my room mate, but now I'm upset again. I feel he's treating me like a child, and like it's his apt. not mine too. I'm nearly expecting him to start leaving me chore lists like when I lived with parents. I dont miss those days. I miss my dad sometimes, but living away from ( Read more... )

To be really cheesy and quote LOTR Fellowship, "I feel thin, like butter spread over too much bread." I have been working nonstop it seems, and when I'm not working I cant seem to un-wind from the stress. I'm tired and irritable.I've not been sleeping enough although I've been trying hard to follow some sort of schedule to keep my health strong. ( Read more... )

hay everyone, add NateDoggITH please, he's my dan's very cool older brother. If you are cool too, you will add him. If you're not cool you should add him anyway, then you will be.
<3 M

I've been meaning to make this post for a while, but it honestly slipped my mind. I very gladly give credit to deltigre, my good friend for a long time, for making my sexy icon. He totally understood what I was going for without my ever saying a thing. It seems like the world would rather give ppl things they dont need like medications, material ( Read more... )