It is so easy to become a bitter person in such a harsh world. Im bitter now. I'm feeling very backstabbed by a roomie of mine right now. He told someone some things he shouldnt have and I'm so disappointed. It seemed like lately we were becoming so much closer. I dont think he did what he did to hurt me, but I'm sure he knew that it would ( Read more... )

i no longer have email access, my time ran out. Ive got to buy more. i DONT WANT TO BUY STUFF!!! So pardon my lack of posts. I've been too busy, working every day, two jobs a day today. Grrr! I finally got some daniel time, it feels like ages. I needed it. I get bitchy when I dont have enough dan time. I hope next week is way less eventful, but I ( Read more... )

Hehehehahaha I'm a dork! I just went in to talk to my room mate and he wished me a happy birthday. I jumped with glee... and my baggy shirt flew up and I flashed the poor guy. Oops. That's one way to start my year, flash a gay guy. So for the second time tonight I laughed and laughed until I stopped. He was laughing too, good times were had by all.

Yea!!! It's my birthday in 6 minutes!!! I dont know why I always get so excited about my birthday, I should have stopped that when I turned 8. But I get excited every time. I feel really lucky that for the first time ever I will be able to celebrate with my Dylan. That couldnt happen when I lived with my parents. Also, for the second birthday in a ( Read more... )

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Ahhh a very good night. Dinner was entertaining and yummy, and the club was mucho fun. I cant dance at all, but with a ton of coaxing from my buddies I finally shook my ass...a little. I'm still so shaky about the whole dancing idea but that didnt stop me from having fun. The best part though was people watching- something I dont do often, but cant ( Read more... )

hey friends, I have been seriously deprived of sleep thanx to the baby in the upstairs apt. He screams in the wee hours of the morning and I cant seem to sleep through. I worry for him but I'm so sick of loosing sleep! I'm excited to go to carrows tonight and see my pals, i missed you guys when I was away. I have to do real estate today and I dont ( Read more... )

I was gone forever it seems, didja miss me? Did you even realize my lack of journaling? Well I was in Mckinleyville, one of the slowly progressing towns that is still so very countri-fied. Its beautiful and I love it, but I had no computers nearby at all. Still, had a great time. On thanksgiving my sis and I went down to the beach, only 2mi away, ( Read more... )

ok, needing a new job and giving up my thoughts of nannying. No one is searching for a sitter during the holidays and im barely scraping by. So im looking for a job that is afternoons/evenings only like 15 hr a week. Something as not customer oriented as possible, but Im getting less and less picky, so im open to all suggestions...but no banks, bad ( Read more... )

I feel so boring lately, I have no real news to share, and the only one who seems to enjoy my "in depth" thoughts are me. But I'll write my little heart out, as little as I have to contribute. First off, Dan got a haircut, i mean a HAIRCUT. Its wayyy short and spikey and looks really great on him. Even my vain, prissy little sis agrees that he ( Read more... )