First there was no good bye, now its been 3 days since you've spoken to me. How am I supposed to feel? This is just a void in my memory. I avoid thoughts of you. They hold me to a rut, I need to know where you stand. I was a lie. I wanted so much from something that I could not have. I sit and waste my mind away hoping to not think about kissing ( Read more... )

So, I lit a small portion of my head on fire today, and I did it while listening to Michael Jackson. Nuts ( Read more... )

I will go to you prom with you. Just say yes ( Read more... )

No matter what comes my way, I find the beauty in it ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that I am sick as fuck.

I wanted nothing more than to talk to you one more time. That was all.

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Today. I was late for work. Then I was the only one in my dept. for about 3 hours. Sold a bunch of shit. That was good. After work theresa called. Her and maggie and I watched the Usual Suspects. Good movie. Never saw it. Why can't I just quit thinking about this!!!!!!!!??????? If you are interested in what it is, just ask ( Read more... )

So this last week was tons of fun and very tiring.

My brother was out here for a few days. We partied a couple night. Hot.

I miss talking to valon. Is it time to start a count down? I dont know thats a suprise.

I am right now missing a show due to irresponsibility. I am not happy. The one outlet I have gets shit on because people can't ever make up their minds until the last god damn minute, so whatever. Fuck it ( Read more... )

I. CAN'T. GIVE. UP ( Read more... )

I have so much just piled up on my chest right now. Nothing can ever be the way I see it in my head, ever.

Everything that I think is for real, ends up being just another figment of my imagination.

I have hurt my friends. I'm begining to regret.