i have not been this angst ridden and insecure since i was 14

i have learned so many things from my parents, from all the great things they do to all of the not-so-great things they do. the most important thing i think i have learned is how important it is to forgive somebody. neither of them are ever able to just let things go. they hold grudges and ugliness that carries over, year after year, making it ( Read more... )

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my mom wont stop listening to that carrie underwood song that talks about slashing tires and shit. IT IS SO ANNOYING.

today was my first day at the cabinet place. it was actually pretty cool. the guy who owns it cant be more than 30, rocks true religions & silky button downs and drives a smooooth BMW. he also keeps his mens face wash in the ( Read more... )

friday night i went to dakotas camp play for some modernized version of the princess & the pea. they opened the show with this american idol thinggy and this little fat boy won... he shuffled onto stage and BROKE OUT into that maroon 5 song thats like THIS LOVE HAS TAKE ITS TOLL ON MEEEE SHE SAID. GOODBYE. A 1000X BEFOOOORRREEEE! and it was so ( Read more... )

"you can't go back and relive your life- if you focus on goals what happens when they're realized ( Read more... )

yesterday we went to the beach from like 11-3 and then i came home, got into a fight with greg, napped from 5-10ish and the woke up, got ice cream with greg and passed back out at about 1:20am and then just woke up at 10 this morning

so, i'm pretty well rested!

but i'm so so so bored with everything & i just want something spectacular to come

Today was the perfect lazy Sunday (minus waking up at 5am to hand out juice to runners in a marathon) but besides that, I didnt have to do anything other than watch Grey's reruns and lay in bed :) slothhh!
I'm more than excited for spring break. sunshine <333 I'm so over this cold nonsense.

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I just got real bummed because I dont update anymore ( Read more... )

everybody is loved by somebody and we are can have pure hearts if we try.
its crazy to imagine having a child of your own. i bet my heart will explode the moment i see my own baby.
all of a sudden i am quieter and i actually watch what i say to avoid droning and being a bore.
i leave in 8 days and got a fluffy robe today =]

♥