it's incredible that people can learn so much. i feel like i discover thousands of ideas every day. i never thought my life would be where it is right now, but i'm not upset at all. yeah, i would love to be in school right now, but i have time. i need to organize my life right now. i need to learn about who i am. i feel like i am constantly ( Read more... )

i wish everyone was listening to the new "this will destroy you" self titled full length right now, so that they could all feel as nice as i do. it's the most calming album i have listened to in a long time.

the last few months of my life have been incredible. i don't know what i mean. i don't know how to explain it. i don't even know if i mean incredible in a good way or a bad way. either way, i'm happy about it. i can't remember the last time that i went to sleep upset about something.

that is such an unfinished thought.

ps

how weird is the the word much?

how much do i love copeland?

how much do i regret not going to their show?

how much do i want to be playing the music that i'm writing right now for people?

how much does my life not make sense?

too much.

it's 7:00 AM and i haven't slept yet. i'm drinking orange tea and smirnoff ( Read more... )

so, i just got home and it's 4:25.

fuck how predictable human behavior is.

i need to start listening to myself.

i love how much i've been hanging out with everyone, though. i need a second job and somewhere else to live. party time, all the time!

i don't know if i am happy with who i am or where i am going. do i need to change? is it other people that need to change?

it's probably both.

this weekend was so much fun. seeing everyone made me really happy.

it's 6:00 and i have to work at like 10:30 maybe? i don't actually know. i'll wake up and call someone at work to see.

i really am that horrible of a guy, right?