Ya so it was another depressing day. I was sitting in my room in the dark with just a few candles flickering in the darkness. I hate being here. I feel like the world is closing in on me. I don't know how to escape. Then the phone rings. So i rolled out of bed to go get it and when i was trying to get out of my room I stepped on my cat. I watched ( Read more... )

Ya so I was really thinking during breakfast this morning. This is something that I often don't do. It seems that my mind is usually to caught up in its own sadness to really think about life. So my mom made pankcakes while my dad beat me upstairs. Sometimes I wonder if she even knows or if she cares. As I stared at my breakfast I realized that the ( Read more... )

Today was a very bad day. My dad beat me relentlessly. Ya but that is pretty much the way my day usually goes. I mean I have just gotten so used to it. I mean its hard to not think about it sometimes. I think it all started when my dad was really into kiddie porn. He used to make me and my neighbor, who was also six, make out,he called it fairy ( Read more... )

Today in math class the teacher called on me, but I didnt know the answer so I started to cry. I think she dosn't like me. No one does. Not even my friends who are the best. shout outs to tom, mike and chris. what up boys. But anyway no one likes me so im gunna go home and cry and masterbate to mydads porn. I think i might use his fake vigina that ( Read more... )