I've been having a hard time going to sleep. It's difficult for some reason and I NEED to sleep now. It's 12:41a.m. and hoping I can doze off at any moment. Last night I took sleeping pills and that didn't even help. Maybe a little, I didn't get to bed til 10:40p.m. Actually that's pretty good since I'd been going to bed at 3 or 4 in the morning. I ( Read more... )

The Greatest Existence ( Read more... )

Old friend ( Read more... )

Grrr, I hope I can get out of the Valley soon. I want to meet new fucking 'normal' people too, Austin's a little too fucked up and too trendy in their stupid "weirdness". Sometimes I think about moving out of state, but I've no clue where to go ( Read more... )

I need a job, and quick ( Read more... )

I'd rather die right now than to exist with lingering memories of mistrust.

It's all everyone's going to be getting from me now. I'm not going to speak with anyone and things are better left unsaid and left behind ( Read more... )

work's been kicking my ass lately. They finally gave me like a week off but the sucky part is they've changed my schedule now. I cut myself with the knife Paul gave me, ain't that grand of me? I can't wait until my externship is over! I don't think I can stick to work at the restaurant anymore though, the guys are nice but it's kind of weirding me ( Read more... )

Sucks.

I deleted mine, hopefully for the last time; although, it wasn't the first time I've deleted'em. Hah!

It consumed me too much, so much popularity, fame, etc.

Livejournal...

good old Livejournal.

It never judged me.

I'm getting a new place, hopefully. It's not great, but it's in a better place. It's right in front of Half Priced Books!! Ahhhh yeah ( Read more... )