stil breathing.....barely.....but breathing

yeah, things are going....good I think...not totally bad...I don't think...but I don't really know...-.-...I don't get to sing Hobby onstage....bad language...-.-...it suckxorz...but ah well I guess that i'll be learning the light booth at that time....^_^...rarw ( Read more... )

ya know what? FUCK YOU! and FUCK YOU TOO....just about all of you...FUCK YOU...i guess the only truly happy people in life are the fucking whores...because nice guys ALWAYS FUCKING FINISH LAST...all the fucking time...its always the lesbians (no offense to those who are) and the grungy punks who are happiest in life....and ya know what FUCK YOU! I' ( Read more... )

I'm going to hell...and i'm living it right now...but as usual I brought it upon myself...believe it or not everyone, I do appreciate the fact that you do care enough to worry about me...but it is unecessary and a waste of effort...lindi, i'm sorry if I turned away from guys or if that was just part of the skit...if I really did turn you away from ( Read more... )

I'm not worth the pain that you people seem to gain when you are around me...so dont put yourselves through the confusion and the uncomfortable feeling of your heart and mind being picked at by a confused teenage male....you may think that I am making this post so I can get out the easy way...but I firmly that this is the most painful way...but I ( Read more... )

To all the fuckers who think they know me ( Read more... )

I didn't want to believe it...everyone saw it...I refused to see it...and it makes me feel even more horrible forn not realizing it...i'm uber depressed...and moreso than most any of you have EVER seen me...I can't keep on hurting people...and I can't keep letting myself get torn apart over a relationship that has visibly severe problems...for some ( Read more... )

Wow....it has been a while....anywhoo....school is going good, and Lindi is doing even better....I love her sooo god damned much....Brigit came back into town...finally...it took her fucking long enough....work is ok...it will get better...when I get promoted to crew trainer....all I have to do is learn how to make the fucking biscuits and work on ( Read more... )

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Ozzfest was great...i got the living shit kicked out of me...and it rocked!! logan sara and i got there late because they are retarted and dont know how to get up on time...-.-...so we missed arch enemy...but hell i lived...there wer some fucking awesome bands there...the moshing was great...till i fucked up my knee...i didn't care about my ( Read more... )