I'm going to say it right up front here ( Read more... )

After you have an awesome time, after you become the happiest that you've ever been and you are drunk on it almost...things tone down, you return to earth, so to speak.  This...is when you really get just how happier you are, how much you've just changed in the blink of an eye.  Things...seem to be in a different perspective in a way.  You aren't ( Read more... )

There comes a time in one's life that it seems like the entire world is weighing on you...and you don't realize it until it's lifted.

HAPPY TAK IS FUCKING HAPPY AS SHIT.

What happened at the Con stays at the Con bitches.

@.@

THAT WAS AWESOME.

Just in case you weren't aware for some ungodly reason, I'm off to Denver for four days or so.  I won't be in touch most likely, so tough shit.

I get to go be Sekai's bitch...and I know it...>.>

Something's just wrong with that.

Back on the 17th!

For me, being jealous makes my body hurt, my head throb, my head heat up, and I feel nasty.  The same thing happens when I feel hurt in some way.

Now...why can't I be happy about this?  Or rather, why can't feeling happy be the only emotion I feel about it?

There is...a feeling that I get ever few days, or weeks...and it's very odd.  It is more of a mix of things that I will suddenly focus on, and it'll happen very gradually, usually late at night, and before I know it I'll be in a different thought pattern ( Read more... )

There are two different types of being concerned.

Actually helping out.

And being a fucking retarded pest.

Guess which one I fall under?

So...there is a song that I'm getting out of order on, that I could virtually claim as my fucking song.  I know thats a bold statement, I know its strange, maybe a little egotistical to lay claim to a song as mine.  I really don't give a fucking shit about if you think that's wrong for me to say.

It's just true, and I know it.

Now the day has come.
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I really did.  I thought that I knew what I could take.  I thought that I wouldn't snap so easily, that I could take on that many quests at a single time.  I thought that it couldn't affect me like it has.  I didn't think that writing so much could make me weak, could make me snap.  I didn't realize just how close to the edge that I was ( Read more... )