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Losing my mind
I have so much sitting on me here lately and no idea how to deal. James is pissed because i can't provide him with proof that rent was paid. The apartment is in my name why would i screw myself over that makes no sense. I've been working on getting the proof but i can't control the rental company and why they're not sending it to me. Not to ( Read more... ) -
I'm Trying
Long time no write ( Read more... ) -
Life Update
Today instead of dwelling on the past i'm simply going to document my epiphone's i've recently viewed. The subject of this entry is Life Update. It is that and that alone. For the longest time i've wanted to view things in life from a negative stand point. Everything going wrong in my life and all the hardships i was going through. I never ( Read more... ) -
REALITY CHECK 2.0
YET AGAIN ANOTHER RANT BY MOI ( Read more... ) -
Alone
Okay i've come to the realization that I'm not gonna use this journal very much unless I have something in particular to talk about. Today I put up and away message that goes like this: I don't want to cry, but i feel like it....i don't want to be alone, but i am....I don't want to be angry, but I am....I don't want to stress, but I do...I love ( Read more... ) -
NEWS FLASH!!
Otay so here it goes. I promised I wouldn't update my journal until all the shit that had been going on was over. I feel it finally is. It all started with a conversation between two friends of mine that involved my best friend. I was in the wrong for not stopping the situation as it grew. That was my fault. For that I am sorry. As for ( Read more... ) -
Okay.......HOME ALONE!!!!
Otay right now i'm just sitting at home bored to fuckin tears cuz i'm all alone. I'm talkin to Amanda and James and they're pulling me through my boredom. Tonight James was really upset about some shit and i couldn't really get it out of him why he was so upset. I was getting frustrated because no matter what I did I couldn't cheer him up and I ( Read more... ) -
REALITY CHECK 1.0
This is the first of many reality checks where i just ramble about random shit i'm thinking about. If ya don't understand it. You're not meant to. Otay. The Divine Mrs. M I'm falling in love with her more and more everyday. (Dear God, Please help me figure this one out). I think its safe to say I love her more than I've loved anyone before. ( Read more... ) -
First Entry
Otay so i'm gonna start with the everything i possibly can that way if you read a later entry you'll have a slight clue as to what i'm talking about. I work at Ruby Tuesday as server, host, togo, trainer pretty much everything you can do under 21 I do it. I live with my best friend and the one person who is closer than a sister to me Michelle. ( Read more... )