So I've lost all morales and turned out to be the biggest whore and the excuse "well, I love him" doesnt make me feel any better... And my life is falling down the shithole and I dont know how to get it back out because of everything that has happened and is happening and that I wish would happen...

The story of my life...
Everything has fallen apart. Again. I've lost the best thing to ever happen to me, and the worst part has been finding out that most of it was a lie.
So I'm just trying to make it through, day by day, painful agaonizing step by step.
And, I'm learning how to fit the mask on once more, no more tears to be seen

I use myspace now and here's my link:
http://www.myspace.com/talaquin

9 months!!!

Eight months for us now!!! :) Four left til I can move out...

Okay...so maybe it's time for an update.  Two things of great news!: Decemer 13 made 7 months for us.  But as of today...we are officially dating with permission!!!!!  I love David Tazio Yandell!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot help but to wonder

Wonder if there ever shall be an end

And end to all that there is

All of this pain

And what of this ache

That which will not go away

Through the entirety of my being, this heartache

That none can help to dissipate

There they wish to offer comfort

And here I receive help

Yet none of them can quite see

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God but my moods have been kickin just all over the place. And still he stays by my side... I feel almost as though I have faded from existence. I'm no longer the social butterfly I once was. I'm even hating the mall again. And I don't care for being around large groups of people. But I did get my license this week!!! So now I need a vehicle ( Read more... )

Time for an update I suppose...
Not much to say, just keeping busy.
But me and David are now at 5 MONTHS and two days!
Well,
That's all folks!

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