I like to play dress up.


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today I heard my mom on the phone, she said something along the lines of "Kyle's really going downhill. we don't think he'll be alive much longer, we're not sure how long he'll last. so we're kind of getting things planned for the funeral now".
she was talking to me the other day about a song that she wants to play at his funeral, too.
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today I got a pair of shoes at the thrift store that scream spring ! I am feeling so anxious, and I am going to pretend that it is spring already, because I feel as if I've waited long enough.
and then I got new water shoes, because I like wearing them as if they are regular shoes.
here are pictures of both pair of shoes !

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man I look stunning in this coat.

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lets see.

Christmas is coming and I hope people don't mind me getting their presents after Christmas because I am behind on money and I have to use my Christmas money to get them their gifts.

I might get my hair done tonight but I am unsure.

I don't ever know what to say in here. so here are five random things about me

1. I'm slightly obsessive ( Read more... )

and you give yourself away.

I do a good job at pushing people away when we seem to get bigger and bigger to each other. but the good ones keep holding onto me anyhow. maybe I need to get over gloomy days and sitting around. I don't like being alone. being a people person gets very discouraging ! still waiting for something to happen. something big. something great. who knows ( Read more... )