I don't often talk to people about how I'm feeling, or my deep thoughts because when I try to I am just confusing. I end up making zero sense, and start wondering what the crap I am talking about.

so I just keep these things in my mind.

and it makes me wonder if I'll ever be able to truley share with anyone how I am feeling.

  okay. so, this is after eight hours of working at daycamp. I look like trash, my hair is dirty & not styled. so just, excuse that. thanks.


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energy, sadness, disappointment.

oh dear.

but things will be better soon.

uh. this new Jack Johnson CD is great !

&&&&&&&&&&&&& crushes.crushes.crushes.

and. uh. that is all.

PS: getting my hair dyed today !

I adore himmmm.

remember how I used to have more posts with pictures ? yeah me too, buuuuuut my digital camera is sad & Katie's is becoming even more sad. uh. okay. but here are two picz.

I painted this for my buddy Robert.

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no good. I think. hot days & no sleep but sleeping all the time. don't feel much anymore except pain. no clue what to do anymore. trying to figure what all's worth living for. children's hands in mine. arguing with friends. bad friends & good friends. I hate friends. and I hate people. feel like destroying myself and more. crying. I've been crying ( Read more... )

Cornerstone was fun.

pictures later, maybe.

LiveJournal brings the boring part of me out.

probably because most of you guys on here are pretty boring.

it's Monday night. I leave for Cornerstone Wednesday morning.

golly. =)

these are The Muffins. we're friends.


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