there's no-one left in the world
that i can hold onto
there is really no-one left at all
there is only you
and if you leave me now
you leave all that we were
undone
there is really no-one left
you are the only one

and still the hardest part for you
to put your trust in me
i love you more than i can say
why won't you just believe?

Days like today, i wonder what i'm doing and why i'm doing it.

Give me a sign.

Because suddenly, i'm having deja vu and the end result isn't pretty.

I can see it now.

Here i go again.

Another face, another mess.

Recycle, reuse.

Rest in peace, Schnookie. You were the best (and only) bunny i ever had.

Also, rest in peace Terri. What goes around comes around. Maybe one day, everyone who participated in watching you die will also starve to death.

And i'm spent.

So.. apparently i have the worst case of strep that the doctor has seen in a while. They even gave me some vicodin so i wasn't in excruciating pain anymore. I can touch my uvula and my tonsils with my tongue. It's super hot. I think the combination of the painkillers and the fever is making me quite delerious. I've lost my voice. It's at a ( Read more... )

Today I am...

Content.

Jun 06 - Chicago, IL - House of Blues (18+) - On Sale: 3/26/05

VNV NATION! I'm going to shit myself.

I'm going to explode soon. I can feel it.

And some poor, unsuspecting soul is going to feel the full force of my wrath. I just want to choke the shit out of someone. Or kick a puppy. Or tell someone they're ugly. I feel like being mean to the most undeserving of people. Just because i can.

I need to bleed.

Why am i so jealous?

I'm so bloody sick of everyone. Maybe not, but there's a few people who are trying to succeed in making my life miserable. And i'm so sick of dealing with it. I just want to move away. If i leave, maybe it'll leave with me. It would be somewhat hard to be harrassed if i'm miles and miles away ( Read more... )

There I go--thinking of you again ( Read more... )

I'm craving change ( Read more... )