So, i'm here. I'm free. Did i get what i wanted? All through the hurt and anger and spite towards the person i now love to hate the most, and whom i still love all the same. I'm still here. And i'm not sure what's happening to me ( Read more... )

I want onions.
and garlic.
and children.
and seafood.
and sunshine.
and warmth.
nicotine and narcotics.
adrenaline and chocolate.
i want color.
i want to be young.
i want fun and frivolity.
i want to not care.

i want to live.

Rest in peace, Jillian.

I'll never forget what we talked about.

Just so you all know.. it's friends only from now on.

Maybe it's because some people need to get a damn life and stay out of mine.

And maybe if you want to continue to read this crap, you should add me or leave a comment.

Kthx.

I hope he takes his time ( Read more... )

What do i do right?

So much for just existing.

I was just kidding.

I still hate you.

After all this, i get that they found something "questionable". No definite answers. No nothing. More tests, more doctors.

And finally, some pain killers.

Well, i've been blacking out for the past two days. Twice. Once was at work yesterday. Once was today. My head hurts really bad. And i think i'm going to die soon. Like they're going to find something horribly wrong with me and tell me i have a week to live. I wasn't doing anything yesterday, i had just gotten to work. I was standing. I ( Read more... )

I'm tired, sore, and hungry.

I love it.

And i also L.O.V.E. sin city. Everyone go see it. It's the hottest movie i've seen in a long time.