Could i just have one more night with you when the weight of the world and our words and the pressure were non existant?
One more occasion when we felt alive and young and beautifully innocent?
Its always about having one more,
enjoying it one more time,
once once once,
its all i need.

i still read these things ( Read more... )

been drinking too much
(which is at all for me)
been stressing too much
(the same ignorance )
been unstable and distant
(fuck it)

I am going to explode, or implode
Ill just combust from all of this
stress, and love.

I feel it coming, i'm going to cherish the calm before the storm.
One second closer...

The song really reminds me of him.
I wish it didnt.

Sometimes it hurts like hell.

It's disgusting.
his ability to smile so often,
his strength,
naivety.
very unfamiliar.

im....
just...
a..
masochist.

Yeah, thats it.

What is it about him?
I'll never know.

(I think i saw a glimpse of it tonight.)

It fucking stings.
Like you wouldnt imagine.
A thousand bees, freezing cold water.
you have that effect still.
fuck.

I am so tired of the constant fear i live in ( Read more... )

The Multidimensional Scale of Sexuality
According to my answers, it is likely that I identify as
Sequential bisexual.

Complete set of results
Sequential bisexual: 5Concurrent bisexual: 3Homosexual with some heterosexuality: 3Past heterosexual, currently homosexual: 3Heterosexual with some homosexuality: 2Homosexual: 1Asexual: 0Heterosexual: 0 ( Read more... )