I miss him. And there really is not much more to say beyond that. I miss him so much.

i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.
i will update.

soon.

seriously. soon.

Happy Gratitude Day :-*

i hate being right.

I made a promise to myself when I first started this journal to keep from writing entries about the person who practically owned 99.9% of the entries in my last journal. And after a year, I can safely say I have kept it up quite nicely. Granted I don’t update as much as I used to, and that’s more or less by choice and sometimes time. I’ve found ( Read more... )

Last Poem

I have dreamed so strongly of you,
I have walked so much and spoken of you so,
So much loved your shadow,
That I have nothing left of you.
I am left a shadow among the shadows
To be a hundred times more shadow than shadow
To be the shadow who will come and return
into your sunlit life.

Robert Desnos

It took a few nudges and a comment to get me to update. I never really think anyone reads this anymore, but that was never really the reason i started writing here. truth is, life has taken so many spins and turns for me it hardly feels like it's mine anymore ( Read more... )

post to anyone who has tried to get in touch with me as of late ( Read more... )

movie+snacks=$6.00 (yay employee discount!)

cab ride to sunset blvd.=$12.00

in-n-out at 1 in the morning=priceless...well not really but figuratively.

omg i just now realized this. i am not in love with anyone right now. shit. i mean i do feel attracted to a few people but in love..no. whoa. i better like milk this for as long as i can...