i am in an extreme state of confusion. i feel like my life is moving and i am merely a spectator. i dont feel apart of anything. i dont feel anything. i feel detached but careless. i dream about how i want things to be but they are impossible for me to put into action, but they arent really how i want things to be they are how i need things to be. ( Read more... )

so far break has been so good ( Read more... )

HALLO! so far break sucks! yeah! i need to get out i need someone to just arrive at my house and be like we're going! ahhh home sucks! yuck yuck! yesterday i went to a reunion of all these kids i went to my first elementary school with. MCMS...what a hellish school! haha it was a montessori school and so we had a reunion and i saw a bunch of people ( Read more... )

the concert saturday night was amazing! one of the greatest experiences EVER! i was backstage! like walkin and talkin with and to my fave bands! ill never forget it ( Read more... )

this is what is going on in my head right now ( Read more... )

have you ever known some people who are so boring. they lack spontenaity(sp?), happiness, fun... they just ask so boring!?!!?!? argh! why cant people just relax! you know go with the flow...arch people are so stiff these days!

pumpkin spice latte from starbucks is SO good! im coffee obsessed!

i realized that i cant stand it when people fake smile! do you know what im talking about? a fake smile? when 2 "passerbys" come face to face and they smile but when the opposite is no longer in sight, the smile automatically fades, as if the smile wasnt real like it was some facade. i hate that, its almost like the smile was made because thats ( Read more... )

hi...yeah i NEED to go to KROQ's Almost Acoustic Christmas 2004 Night 1!!! I HAVE TO! well im gonna try this livejournal thing out for a while to see if i like it...yeah so im gonna think of some good things to write about later! byebye

why hello there, this is my first ever livejournal entry. if i decide i like this more i will convert to livejournalism and leave xangaism. today was a min. day! and since i get out after 5th anyway i got out at 11:55! woohoo, very fun...ok well i have things to do...