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ahh so much has happened... doesnt matter, too much to type. lets just say that im sad, but devin makes me happy!!!! lol yay for hugs!!! ahh SMILE!!!! NO TEARS JUST SMILES!!!! ALWAYS....and forever!!!! ahhh yes napolean makes me happy.. and garden state makes me happy too but also makes me cry, but mostly happy. i need to paint and eat cereal. ( Read more... )

IM SOO HAPPY!!!! SOOO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!! AHHHHHHH IM SO HAPPY!!! EVERYTHING IS SO WONDERFUL!!!!!!! IM HAPPY! AND FRIDAY ILL BE EVEN HAPPIER!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!

hello! so my parents were out for the weekend for their 25th! yeah 25 years of marrige! scary yet glorious! lol thanks mom and dad! anyways i stayed at seps while they partied in yosemite! nono it was fun seps is awesome and i adore her and her family, even if we almost killed eachother a few times! well i had fun, saw "white noise" WORST THING ( Read more... )

no matter how hard one tries to define themselves, they will always be defined by others.

so i want to fall in love. yeah i said it. i want to fall in love. total honesty! bam! haha but no that fake crap that everyone does... thats lust. i want to have someone who is like a friend but more. haha but there is a friendship. cuz i know people that are just together for what come with the label of a boyfriend and girlfriend. and thats ( Read more... )

2004 has been amazing. i feel like ive finally discovered myself. and i have had such great experiences to aid me in that search. ive been given so many opportunities this past year that i feel truly blessed. i was able to go to china and find myself, and discover a part of the world i was so unfamiliar with, making new life long friends and what ( Read more... )

vacuum, blank, empty, void, nothing, space, abyss, hole, cavity, reject....

that so incredibly random yet so extremely meaningful

i have come to the conclusion that the movie i talked about in my last entry was not that bad. what i didnt like was how they portrayed audrey tautou as a bad guy! i mean look at her, she couldnt hurt a fly! the movie was actually well made. sort of creative i guess one could say. go see for yourself, but remind yourself the audrey tautou is a good ( Read more... )

last night i rented a movie titled "he loves me, he loves me not", a french film staring audrey tautou (the one from amelie.) yeah so im thinking o a cute love story with the girl from amelie-this should be good. NO! TRES TERRIBLE! i wanted to die! omg! so basically angelique(tautou) plays this obsessed girl in love with this guy who doesnt even ( Read more... )