i truly feel that my entire world is now gone.

i am so terrified of realizing the true  pain that lies ahead.

i have nothing left.

how can you invest so much love into someone if you know that, in the end, they will just be gone.

how can we hurt ourselves like that?

i feel like i have lost all of those people i thought i was closest to.

i feel like people i used to love more than anything have turned in to selfish beasts.

Truly vicious beasts.

senior year starts in three days. that's a riot.

p.s. my birthday is on wednesday. just a heads up.

don't ever spend too much time alone. you get to know yourself and stare at yourself too much, causing you to hate yourself. and then once everyone realizes how bored you are, they think that they have to entertain you and provide for you.  That can be the worst part of it ( Read more... )

hellooo.

i got a car =) it is great. and that is an understatement.

blah blah blah, and that life folks!

i've never been a husge Beyonce fan, but this song is absolutely amazing. i can't stop listening to it.

http://profile.imeem.com/k-pbR/music/XCoazBfR/listen/

new years was great.

dr. 90210 marathon is on rright now, i'm in heaven.

i think it's finally setting in. this is absurd. and i don't like it at all ( Read more... )

they just put jazzy to sleep. =/

i'm not ok.

i have really great friends.

thanks everyone who came to the show, it meant a lot. really =)

blake is home, and i am having a blast.

and brennan, i absolutely can't wait to see you. like, i'm freaking out.