Wow... I almost forgot about this thing...

So Ive been so home sick I ctually got sick. And thought about driving home for good. Some things here suck so bad that I want to cry. But then there are some things here that make me want to jump for joy. Its all so great. I guess I am currently seeing someone. Not so much dating or anyhting just seeing. And OMG you have no idea how amazing he is ( Read more... )

OMG other then being a starving broke college student I am having so much fun its not even funy. Up late with new friends. HOT HOT HOT guys. awsome roommates and all that jazz. my girls cant be replaced though... Major detailed update soon... BTW my costum is HORRID. Like retro 60's fag outfit... EWWWWW

DAMNIT... WHy is it that when I decide to leave I find someone I like who actually has the balls to admit he likes me back. Why must I relize I love these people when I have to leave and go my own way. Such is life. Meh... What to do with the bird...

Yea Jen know how you feel. Leaving wednesday... I have nothing ready. Im actually kinda kool with going now. Im happyish to leaveSure I will miss my candy and steph and jen and greg and family but hey I will see them all again... Oh well. last day of work was sat and I went to rocky one last time. Oasis tomorow night and small parties for friends ( Read more... )

My heart is breaking day by day. If it hurts this much before Ive even left you. How will I live without you while im gone...

One blog, glory, one blog, before I go, glory, one blog to leave behind, find one blog one last refrain from the pretty boy front man...I sat there in your house remembering the memories weve all made. It saddens me that it might be the last time I see it. I drive down these streets thinking, what if this is the last time I drive here. Or if this ( Read more... )

Ive been trying to do this for awhile now. Im kinda scared as to how it will turn out... I am going to mexico in three weeks which I cant wait for. Even if I spend the whole time alone, which I wont. I know I will have a blast. And for the past week or two I havent really been home much, Work friends house and every now and then home. So I know im ( Read more... )

Not much has actually been going on lately. But then again so much. As of now I havent been home in a week. Ive been tehre to get stuff. But I havent slept in my own bed in a week. My mom im sure is upset. But shes getting used to what it will belike while im in florida.Which sucks. because im leaving something Ive began to care for A LOT. I cant ( Read more... )

I have all this shit in my head I need to get out. Im so upset and tired just lifting a drink to my face my whole arm shook. I cant see str8 my minds so blurry. My heart isent pumping right its so hurt. My wrists Iche bad, and I could do it with no problem, but there is only one reason holding me back, ok two. My mom duh, and Florida. My escape. ( Read more... )