I'm slightly embarrassed. That night that Mike and I talked on the phone, I decided that one day soon I was going to go surprise him at school. Well, my fantastical mind thought Saturday. Awesome. Couldn't get off work. So since we had these lovely days off, my mind is still in weekend-mode. I forget that other people actually do shit during the ( Read more... )

wanna talk about spontaneity? how about me waking up at a reasonable hour and driving an hour and 39 minutes to east lansing to visit a boy who I haven't seen since before christmas?

I'm pumped.

Tonight seemed so promising. I fell asleep at 5. Woke up at 10. Best Buy party with Tera, Erin, and Keving. I know it sounds dumb, but I can't even believe the amount of fun you can have with your best friends at a Best Buy sale. Free shit! I got a free zip drive. And a cupholder. And a picture with some guy I don't know. Apprarently he's a ( Read more... )

Tonight was almost surreal. You know when you're not drunk or high in anyway, but you're having so much fun that you feel like you are? That was me tonight. Pops concert. I was at Utica from 4:20ish until 9 but it was all gravy. I loved my solo and the group thing we did was amazing. Lexi Griffith, Amanda Macdougall, Ann Toomey and I sang "Say You' ( Read more... )

I honestly wouldn't mind it if I never had to go to school again. I'm so done with everything. I don't care about anything. I don't care about being on time, I don't care about homework, I don't care about how I look or what I say... Nothing matters. In 5 months, it'll be over. And I won't ever have to go back to Eisenhower High School. Unless, of ( Read more... )

Isn't life kind of weird? I mean, time changes everything. And there's nothing you can do about it. I was looking at my myspace today, at all my old comments that people left me. And it's crazy the people you were once really good friends with. Like Michelle Verdera posted first for me. And yeah, I still talk to her, but I forgot how close we got ( Read more... )

I just want to get this on my myspace!

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I am so close. I feel like I can almost finally be at peace with everything. Exams are over, my mother has calmed down, my sister stays in her room and almost never speaks. Life is going well. I talked with Buddy on the phone last night and it was really awkward. I feel like I didn't really have anything to say and whenever I opened my mouth I was ( Read more... )

So I'm computer-less. And I hate it. Lately, my home life has been unsatisfying, but there isn't much I can do about it. I keep wanting and threatening to move in with my father, but in all honesty, would I want to live there? No. Effing 10 miles from everyone and everything that I do. Plus, there would be different rules, I'd have to clean and ( Read more... )