why is it that no matter what i do it's never good enough?

i don't quite know what's going on right now, i just know that i don't like it ( Read more... )

I feel so... detached. And I'm not quite sure why ( Read more... )

Florida was amazingly boring this year...
but quite dramatic.

I guess I should get used to it. Pretty soon, drama will be my life.

I fucking hate my sister ( Read more... )

I'm really beginning to believe I am bi-polar.

This is annoying. It's 9:25 and I should be out. I had a party to go to at 8, but here I am. Not there. I fucking hate this no car bullshit. And I know it makes me sound like a spoiled brat, but I don't care. It's bullshit that I have to give up my car. I'm the only one of my friend's that has their own that they don't have to share with anyone. ( Read more... )

I have to work on my pieces. I have to work on my pieces. I HAVE TO WORK ON MY PIECES! Fuck theatre, dude. Why do I waste my time? I have no talent and will never go farther than a high school musical...which I can't even make. Why? Why did someone- who's biggest fear is rejection- decide to go into the most competative field? fuck me.

Is anyone else having a problem with myspace? My computer won't load it and I'm going crazyyyyy!

It's kind of pathetic.

vangheluwe 5 9: it was a good idea, it was sexy, thoughtful, just can't be spontaneous on a tuesday lol