I'm sorry to those of you who I hit up on aim and never got ahold of. I had a crisi of sorts in the sex dept. No it's not resolved nor do I have answers but I am not going to post the incident for the world. If you wanna know you gotta hit me up.

alive. in love. living outside Montrose PA with my hunny John. back online.

It has been so hot outside. I have been forced to hide in air-conditioned bars. Ehh, no biggie. Me and John rock. Things are so comfortable between us. Things are moving at a comfortable pace and I'm not even into rushing them. Things are nice just as they are ( Read more... )

I have met a man with whom I am infactuated with. I can't seem to get enough of him and I'm loving it. He's not perfect, which is nice for a change. Usually I find men erfect and am dissapointed later to realise they are human. I like him alot. Has definate potential to be more.

*happy sighs*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
21 BABY!

waiting to get my license back. 3 more days!! then i have to go find a job. i was thinking of applying to the county jail for a c/o position but i don't know what the prerequisits would be. do they want a degree, drug tests, what training is involved? anyone know? WiN? Jackie? i can't think of too many other places i's like to work, perhaps a woman ( Read more... )

In a mental fuck. Arguing with myself about everything and anything. Forming opinions about others actions without asking their motives-big mistake. Twisting my thinking into beliving what I want to think is real/true. Want to scream. Still having messed up dreams. Hate most of me, and having dreams geared towards self hatred. What a mind fuck. ( Read more... )

I keep having messed up bad dreams. I'll wake up wanting to fight someone. i dunno what's causing them but they are really starting to irritate me. Bad dreams GO AWAY.

In other news: things are the same. Waiting to get my license back, need a job, need a life, oh and need to see about going to school at some point here. Blah living is such a

20 days till I get my license back ( Read more... )

I am really upset about this, and being this upset only upsets me more. I had my ex-boyfriend bring me to a family information meeting. At this meeting he was "enlightened to the error of his ways." So last night I let him tag along to my home group to see what it was all about. He used this oppertunity to talk to me as a chance to accuse me of ( Read more... )