Dear God ( Read more... )

There's too many thoughts in my head right now, and I'm not even sure how I am going to get it all out. Right now, at this point in my shitty life, I want to cry because I'm terribly sad and laugh because I've gone completely insane. I've lost it, not just in my mind, but I feel as though I've lost everything. There really is no particular ( Read more... )

Who likes my complete bitch journal?
Who fucking cares, no one ever read this.  If anyone ever wants to be amused, look at scottage_cheese

He has no clue who I am...but his journal is like...just look.

So I've figured out through smoking a million packs of cigarettes and listening to non-stop  Linkin Park that, well, I'm an angry kid inside.  I way a buck ten and ( Read more... )

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and ( Read more... )

Four months of one's life can either do a lot of damage or a lot of good, it all comes down to that saying that I keep hearing "everything happens for a reason."  I guess I won't ever know if the past four months of my life did damage or did good..quite frankly, at this point in time, I could care less.  I once wrote about a boy that I fell in love ( Read more... )

"funny thing said" of the day (speaking to and fro with aaron yager)

AFBASEBALLMAN: the gross thing is...youve seen my brother naked
AFBASEBALLMAN: sick bastard

I've had some shitty times...and I think you can all account for it, because as well all know, I whine, complain, bitch, moan..all those negative sorts of things.
And hey, I've had my fair share of shitty boyfriends, I've been heart broken, blah blah blah....
But never...never a day in my life did I think the guy I love now would do such a thing to ( Read more... )

I have probably had the worst month ever.  Nothing is going right, nothing.  But something hit me the other night, and not that it is anyone's fault that my life completely sucks butt hole, but I've realized, and yea, I'll admit it right here in this stupid ass journal that no one ever reads...I have no friends.  None.

You graduate highschool ( Read more... )

I am completely and utterly behind on everything.

Who the hell said I was ever going to be a writer?
I laugh at the face of that idea.

There is one thing that connects us all ( Read more... )