got my nose pierced on wednesday. it looks all hardcore, but it hurts like hell. have therefore decided, i am never having a baby. or if i do, i will get hit my a truck of anasthetics, and wake up with this pretty little baby on my chest ( Read more... )

in the labs. for a change im not in mikes room on the computer. hmmm, sure he's actually grateful that im not abusing my "allocated computer time" that i get on his PC. well, the less time i get on the computer, the less "allocated raunchy sex time" he gets. not that we're having sex, but the likes. given up on sex. Its stupid and meaningless and ( Read more... )

"once divided ( Read more... )

the night before last, the sub-warden of my res was murdered in her room. thats right down the passage from my room. She was stabbed to death by her ex-boyfriend who she dated for about a year before breaking up with him sometime in the last few weeks. I dont know what to think. Its so messed up. the whole situation. i dont know what drives people ( Read more... )

wow has it been ages since ive written (typed?) in this thing. I think i just disappeared for a while. I am the opposite of alex. he feels the need to write about every little detail of his life, i only write when i have the time and the energy. Things here in Grahamstown are pretty mundane and usual. Just had a 2 week vacation, so i went down the ( Read more... )

just went on a blind date. my mother gave some guy my phone number about 6 months ago... and he phoned yesterday asking me if i wanted to go for coffee. so i did. i think mendy might be a bit pissed off about it. anyhow... nothing i can do... i did it as a favour to my mom. no other reason. the guy was ok... nothing special. very boring it seems, ( Read more... )

this is my once in a blue moon entry. felt it was necessary ( Read more... )

so went to see a psychiatrist yesterday. was a tantalizing experience of note. she says i have no mental disorders as such, am just suffering from a loss. i could have told her that myself. but something good came out of my mother making me see her... got sleeping tablets ( Read more... )

so i have no idea why eliza is ignoring me, and my emails, and why her phone is NEVER on, or she has changed numbers without telling me... or something.. and i dont know why she doesnt talk to me on AIM. Very confused. Maybe this is one of those things that I should know whats going on, but ive just lost the plot ( Read more... )

so finally a boy breaks my heart. and i dont know what to do with my time. Wont go into details. he's a cunt. and a prick. and an asshole. and he has destroyed me ( Read more... )