Cory and Hannah had the baby! A little boy, Brian Alexander Albright. With... my breakup and all that... they decided to name Brian and Emily as the godparents, which is fitting. Okay, so they're more like the ghostparents, but you know. Brian (the incorporeal, not the baby) was a bit ticked off at me for being out of town with his necklace while ( Read more... )

Spike and I, we used to sing this song, 'Forever Might Not Be Long Enough". We called it our song. But it was wrong. We were wrong. There is no forever, there is only the time you have until that time is over and then there's no time anymore. Not even time to say goodbye, not properly. I didn't even get to touch his hand, to hold him one last time ( Read more... )

Things between me and the prophet are a bittersweet kind of beautiful. He's very affectionate, snuggly.. and occasionally even delves into being kissy. He says that kisses are special, and that's why he saves them for our special moments. Of course, I personally think he's a bit of a tease and enjoying the power he has over me. Yeah, that's right ( Read more... )

I had a long talk with the Prophet's ex last night...about you know.. back before he had the revelation. I depressed her a lot, though I didn't mean to. I just wanted to see if I could gain some insight. I want to fix his broken places like he's fixed mine. I already see so much progress in him- he laughs a lot now, and smiles frequently- and runs ( Read more... )

So we're at home now in Kansas City, and settled down into the new Last Resort. It's like a fortress here- everything we need is in these walls, and everything is pretty secure. So my last fear was vanquished... that crossbow bolt intended for Spike.. just like in the vision. Only this time the Prophet was there.. and he caught the bolt, and threw ( Read more... )

So we went back to Sunnydale today. Or well, what was left of it. They were paving it over, working on clearing the rubble, crews and everything- government blockade. Yeah. Adam's clearance got us through, and we walked about checking things out ( Read more... )

Summer's been going alright... traveled back to Kansas City to visit our new home in progress. I had to get away for a while to see if the feelings would get any better... they didn't. I find myself more and more drawn to the prophet. I'm married, he's asexual.. so there's no future in it, is there? But yet.. there's an overwhelming feeling of ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding my journal for a while ( Read more... )

Been a while since I felt like writing. Somehow, when things go from bad to worse, it doesn't exactly inspire you to talk about it. So let's see... what positive things have happened ( Read more... )

So it's almost my birthday, and I think that all I want this year is a little bit of peace. Maggie and Michael are staying at the house, as is Maggie's little brother Joey at the moment - following an attack by Drucilla. Apparently she's left town now, though- so I'm guessing Mike will be heading back for his dance studio eventually ( Read more... )