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it's eating me
fuck him. i hate him. fuckin robot. i hope he dies single. he hurt me so much. by not doing anything. i hate him so much. i dont really want to be "just friends". because to him it seems, i'll just be another acquaintance to chill with three times a year. i'm sick of wearing my heart on my sleeve. i'm tired of it. what kills me most is that i ( Read more... ) -
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i wish i was still a virgin. too late to take it back now, eh? -
i can't find my real journal...
so. long time no type. ugh. i thought having a boyfriend would make me happier. i knew it could get complicated, but at least i thought i'd be happier. you know what's sad? i talk to him more than anyone else. i think he's the ONLY one i talk to. i've told him things i have told NO ONE else. it's so sad. but i'm not gonna cry my eyes out again. i' ( Read more... ) -
wow. my life is lame.
man. i dont feel like going to work. but i need money to buy my things. go materialism. -
dont feel like writing it down
“From any sound critical standpoint, labels mean nothing at all. Good music is good music, even if you call it ‘oysters’”
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maybe i should dye my hair like that...
picture my surprise when i found out i was a hot topic model.
its like, a half-white me with a nose job:
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crouchy with the long legs
i'm sorry, but this is genius.
http://chezmamamia.com/blog/2006/06/22/crouch-a-man-of-many-talents/ -
happy bastille day
i completely forgot that i had vowed to be a more positive person like, months ago. oops. let's start over. i should keep a "happy" journal or something. instead of one that i just write in whenever i'm mad, or furious, or seething... eh. -
so england is out of the WC.. via PKs (grrrr) kfjruh234liAWeq(q#*$(r%*4FE
i'm officially a college dropout now. i've made no steps to apply again to a REAL college this fall, let alone a community one. a life of art doesnt sound so intimidating anymore. i feel more inspired than ive ever been. though no works of art yet. its been a while ( Read more... )
