Now for what went down today. Last week I found a couple of lumps in my right breast so I called for an appointment to have it looked at. It's nothing majorly serious. She said I have something called Fibrocystic breast disease. Mainly I have to lay off caffiene and just take tylenol when it gets to hurting really badly. I'm going to go in January ( Read more... )

I think my relationship is starting to slowly unravel. After he got out of the shower tonight, he poked his head into our room, looks at me, and goes "Go to sleep." without a smile or even a hint of one and turns the light off. Then he proceeds into the living room and does only God knows what although I heard alot of shifting and things of that ( Read more... )

The reason he gave for getting up in the middle of the night like that was that his back had been hurting and the bed in the game room was softer than ours. But since then he's been sleeping in there with me.

Do you have any idea how it seems when you feel like a burden to someone who's supposed to love you ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I could just tell people things when I feel them. Like when I get mad at someone I wish I could just tell them “Hey! You pissed me off and I’m really angry at you.” But I can’t. It’s just not the type of person that I am. When someone hurts my feelings I just take it and push it down like always. My therapist once told me that ( Read more... )

Right before Kevin fell asleep we made a bet that I couldn't go 24 hours without touching him in some sort of fashion. I won't tell you guys the terms of the bet, but you can be damn sure that I'm going to win. =). I'm getting slightly sleepy at the moment so I think I'm going to go curl up in bed next to that sexy man.

I realized just a few minutes ago that I am happy and content with my life right now. I've got a boyfriend who loves me and one of the best friends a woman could ask for ( Read more... )

So last night marked the last of my overnights for this week. Thank God is all I have to say. I thought I was a night person, but running on only 8 hours of sleep in a 48 hour period takes its toll on you ( Read more... )

Most of the time, you get knocked for what you believe in. I've actually had a few 'friends' tell me that they could not look at me in the same way since they found out that I don't think it's okay for homosexuals to get married and that I believe that women who abort their babies, for no reason other than they made a stupid mistake and don't want ( Read more... )

I have to work tonight. Go figure. Wednesday is Kevin's birthday and I actually got the day off. I traded with this woman at work and I'm working on Sunday to make up for having it off. =) I love having set hours so I can trade with people and still get my scheduled hours ( Read more... )