Is a subjective emotion, an Illusion something that we want to be real, We need that to feel like we have more of a purpose than just populating the earth. like time give us a since of value that is used to make us feel that our days are not long and eternal. we cant see it, we cant touch it, but we can feel it do we not? I too just as any one of ( Read more... )

i love neden.

there may not be a party this weekend at all due to high illness i need to take it down a notch, i feel sick hardcore and believe its because of lack of sleep, and too too much alcohol intake, as fun as it is i might only be having two a month now espcially since the raves are about to start up again kno what im sayin yeah if you need me call me ( Read more... )

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right ( Read more... )

and today is really the 4th its just somewhere along the line i fucked up my dates on my livejournal so to day is the 4th my birthday is on the 27 and this means, my birth day is in 23 days. also i saw the number 23 just that many days before my next birthday. strange.cesar was stabed 23 times ( Read more... )

i love marilyn manson and otep. and the haunted and velvet acid christ and android lust, and cyclone nine and tool and my ruin,and kittie and and mastadon and dimu borgir.

A revolutionary pornstar died today, please if you feel you should try and indulge your self in any mindless means possible, or masterbate in in honor of her honed skill.

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE'S POLITICAL REUNION ( Read more... )