I am so scared of all the top 30 kids getting journals. Why, you ask? I think they're going to beat me up. And where is EJay?! I love him, if he gets a journal I just might have a seizure and collapse. And then when I get myself composed, I will jump on him.

jensen_ackles is great, okay?! He thinks I am a hater, I stole his icon. Whatever, I like to confuse ( Read more... )

GO BUY KELLY'S SINGLE NOW. IT IS ACTUALLY A DOUBLE BECAUSE IT HAS "A MOMENT LIKE THIS" AND "BEFORE YOUR LOVE" ON IT BUT OH WELL THAT'S WHAT IT IS CALLED A SINGLE. I CAN'T USE PUNCTUATION CORRECTLY, I SHOULD GO BACK TO SCHOOL. GO BUY KELLY'S SINGLE ( Read more... )

If r_starr comes back, I will buy her a paid account.

Shut up you guys, she is my favorite. Because I'm scared her boots are gonna walk all over me. WHAT IS UP WITH ME AND THE BAD PUNS?!

I'm so tired. Every day after rehearsal, I just throw myself on the couch and sleep. I never expected to ever be living out this dream. I didn't even think I'd make it past the final 30, let alone the final 4. It feels so good to be back with the people who I've made such close friendships with, and it's amazing to be performing with them again ( Read more... )

Kelly and Justin signed off at the same time. Coincidence? No. I think they're having sex.

Hah I am bored, so I am doing my tribute to Kelly Clarkson. SHUT UP. Don't h8.

( kelly makes me feel like a natural woman ahaha )

We've been rehearsing a lot. But it all goes into making the performance better, so it's all good. :D

( aww poor rugby shirt )

WHERE IS EJAY!

No, I am not happy until we have the entire top 10 here ;)

And then The Derek :D

AHHH I AM IN MBP! *DIES* WHOEVER RECCED ME I LOVE YOU!

( woohoo! i'm... myself! )

I'm getting extremely starstruck by all the celebrities who actually know who I am. I think I'm going to faint now.

Wow, everything's been such a whirlwind lately I haven't had much time to update. Yesterday was amazing. It felt so great to stand on that stage again! Kelly, congratulations ;) I think I was crying more than you were. Justin, you're so great and you're going to get a contract within days. "JUSTIN'S HAIR ROCKS ( Read more... )