Choices, as in life, are all about the person. I have lived on the carnival before, when I was a child, from the ages of 5 to 12. That was not my choice. I was a child, therefor it was the choice of my belated father. I was mentally scarred by him abusing women and friends alike on a constant basis. That was also not my choice. I was a child. When ( Read more... )

The past always comes back to us in some form or another. For me it's usually in a bad form.. but not this time... This time I think its different... and Good. In time I'll know if I'm right, but... I just have a feeling about it.. some connections have been made in the past have been reestablished ( Read more... )

I'm planning on going back to being what I used to be... in a sense, anyway ( Read more... )

Session started 2004-11-12 16:53:14 ( Read more... )

They're coming! Monday.. after the weekend.. I've asked a few friends to go with me, but... o.O I'm not sure if they're going or not... but, in honor of said evening, I'll tribute this to them by writing the lyrics of one my fav songs from them :P ( Read more... )

Karma is a wheel ( Read more... )

I'm going to write my letters to her in here, so I can look back at them... it may seem impersonal to her because it is typed instead of written, but it's something I'd like to share with the rest of you... :P ( Read more... )

"Does it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hand ( Read more... )

The end is nigh, dear friends... and I'll be tributing it with a tattoo, as well.. I'm not sure the design yet, but I'm planning something big ( Read more... )

I've realized that it's hard to reach out to someone without feeling a sense of foreboding.... I used to be such a human... now I feel, sometimes, that I'm less than... or mayhaps more than, depending on the way ya look at it.... Well... I've tried some things that don't work.... and tried others that work too well... now I'll just not try at all ( Read more... )