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Captains log: Supplemental
I feel like maybe it's time to re think my whole LJ theme. It's not that Panic! at the Disco wasn't great when I made this, but I feel like maybe it's bit dated ( Read more... ) -
Predicate, Verb
I sincerely hope my attempt at journaling again doesn't end up as me constantly bitching about my health ( Read more... ) -
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I wasn't really sure what I was going to write today, then I found out a girl I know passed away day before yesterday, took her own life. Suddenly, nothing I really have to say here makes any difference ( Read more... ) -
Enigma
Alright, Round 2 ( Read more... ) -
Introspection
So, I've read a handful of new years introspective E-mails, and now feel like writing one of my own. While reading through other people's entries I could at least get a bit of a feel of where they were at, maybe not entirely relate (though it seems I'm just as lost as everyone else, which is comforting) but at least understand. I have none of that ( Read more... ) -
Missing
Sometimes I wonder where it is I've gone, I thought perhaps that attempting to match the silhouette I once created would entice me to return, Instead I simply miss myself more as I see the ghost of who I once was. -
Okkervil River - For Real
Some nights I thirst for real blood ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I forget entirely who I used to be. Though, even reading posts and things i wrote 6 (jesus, yes 6 years ago)years ago, i can see the parts of me that took over, those sharp abrasive personality traits that took hold when all the sweet romantic parts were too busy being in love or depressed to notice ( Read more... ) -
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Finally got all my stuff out of the old room, took me a lot longer than expected, but i finished it by today, which was a big goal of mine. i will sleep well tonight. -
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I feel so apathetic and disconnected.