i really like him.
more then i thought i did because even though it will ruin any chance we have i genuinly want him to get this cause i know thats what he wants and i really really want it for him regardess of how it will affect me
and its really important to me that he knows this

i really just dont know what i want.
or maybe its that i do know what i want and i want nothing.
but i have something.
and its just really confusieng cause its not that i want to give that up...
cause i really dont want to...
buit i dont want anything right now and i knew that from the start.

hm.

I think I know what I want.
I get really close to being sure...
and then I hear you sing and I dont know anymore.

Its been a really long time.
And I have no idea where this is comming from.

I think I just love your passion.
Even though I dont want it to be for me.
I just get confused sometimes because I love it so much.

longest two weeks OF my life.

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the fuck if i know what im doing...

sometimes i regret things that i didnt do
instead of the things i did and was worried i would regret

i miss daisy.

im sorry that i've failed to be there yet again
i really do know how important it is
even if you say otherwise

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