( i hate feeling like i have to title these things )

she bumped into things
like someone in love
blinded by bridges
and challenged by doves

an off-beat dancer
in the swamps of florida
i never meant to hurt her
just tried to rough her up

and the light's a grenade
when it goes off in my eyes
stirs the sleeping spirit
and knots the simple ties

- by amy

don't cry ( Read more... )

+ this has been one of the most boring long weekends i have ever had. with the exception of the snow we had on thursday.

+ i think i'd like to get a ferret. i think it's a pretty good idea, really. they're adorable and can be trained. they probably cost a pretty penny what with a cage and other things. it's an idea i figure i'll put on hold, but one ( Read more... )

today i realized that most of my so-called "love life" may very well be, more or less, a big schrodinger's cat paradox.
it's making me think about certain things i'd hoped i had poked down or was on my way to poking down into the ground, never to resurface for consideration again.

because honestly, over-considering things like this is a well- ( Read more... )

i'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that, while a lot of people know what they're going to or want to do when they leave high school, not everybody does. therefore, i have composed a list of what i'd like to do with my life ultimately, career-wise. at least i have a list, right?

1. photographer: this is what i plan to go to school for since i ( Read more... )

i saw blood and i smelled fire

never stop leaving
just believe
that i saw blood
and i smelled fire
and i put it all here
i put it all here

long ago 
a gift horse took me
by the hand
and made a deal
i made a deal

i smelled blood
and i saw fire
and i put it all here
i put it all here

- by amy

somebody told me one time about a quote they read once --i don't ( Read more... )

here's a list of things i should be doing:

1. cleaning godiva's litterbox
2. earth science homework
3. writing a ballad for english
4. practicing ballet ( actually, i did practice for maybe fifteen minutes earlier )

but here's what i'm doing:

1. watching ballet videos on youtube and pining for a romantic skirt tutu.
2. being annoyed.
3. being annoyed ( Read more... )

i figured i would break the ice of this new journal with a few things:

1. the warning that i may or may not neglect this journal completely.
2. the declaration of my sudden interest in tyrannicide. mind you, i don't plan on exterminating any tyrants ( not yet, at least ), but my interest in anybody willing to carry out such a deed is peaked.
3. ( Read more... )