i am thankful for the few friends who have remained faithful to me through it all. to those truest friends: you all are the best, and you have helped me along the long road of highschool. i love you.

god, i am the biggest mess that ever walked the plannet. i need about 400 yards of caution tape wrapped around every single square inch of my body. i don't know what it is, but my nerves are strung as tightly as my bass strings. i am so short of patience that i am beginning to think i have anger management problems. tonight i had to make dinner ( Read more... )

Yep uh huh. So ya know what? I think that people need to learn how to take responsibility for thier actions. I think this goes for me as well. I'm sorry I didn't come last night, I regreted it after I didn't, I regreted it after I had people tell me it was wrong. I know that it was wrong and that my reasons don't justify anything, and so I ( Read more... )

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I got leave last night and go far away into never-never land, in other words phx to see my best friend. It was good to get away even for that little moment in time. It makes things more bareable here. I'm sad today because he is gone. I will miss him more than I think I could have ever imagined. I hate the people who made him leave, and I hate ( Read more... )

Do you ever get to the point where it would be just so much easier to just give up. I'm so sick of everything, and i'm so close to just calling it quits. Nothing ever seems to go right anymore, and thats not fair. Apparently it's because i'm some sort of an unholly bitch to the world. I don't want to be, and it's not what i'm about. But it ( Read more... )

last night i took my sister to the Reel Big Fish/Mustard Plug concert and it was the bestest. during the show i paid LOTS of attention to the bassists. they are brilliant. afterward, the oh-so-beautiful Dave (lead singer of Mustard Plug) smiled and waved to me in the empty lobby of the theatre. oh yes ( Read more... )

ahhh thursday. tomorrow is friday. too good for words. i am so ready for weekend. end of story ( Read more... )

So, maybe I should stop giving advice for other people to follow and follow my own. I think that maybe it might get me alot further in life. Today we got stompped by Mayer. Pathetic. Hopefully the next time we play them we do better. Okay i'm in study hall. Bye
Molly

there is a no doubt song that goes : today is my birthday / and i get one every year... and i dont remember the rest but it goes on to say that life is a cycle and eventually i will end up six feet underground (thats the name of the song). i think that song is funny b/c i got the cd today and today is well...my birthday. he he ( Read more... )