I'm tired of being in the house. Being judged. No one has compasion or understanding. I need to be on my own.  I don't want to leave them behind but I got to. they are killing me. I want my own life where they have so say in it. bullshit ( Read more... )

Ahh fuck. Back to school from winter break.

No jokes anymore. I have to work my ass off

to graduate. fuck. fuck. fuck. i hate high school.

i have no other choice but the graduate, in my

mind anyways.

You mean the world to me. I can't wait to be able to go to sleep and then wake up when you come into bed after working all day. I can't wait to cook you ( Read more... )

I hate change.
I hate change.
I hate change.
Remebering how things have changed breaks my heart.

school is such a bore.
i'm tired of seeing shallow people and
superficial smiles.
i'm tired of being around so many
kids. grow up.
i'm tired of acting like i care what the
fuck the teacher is saying.
i'm tired of not fucking learning SHIT,
when i'm supposed to be ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking tired.
I work too much...
the end.

I feel pretty down and out ( Read more... )

I work...
Friday 5-10pm
Saturday 5-10pm
Sunday 5-10pm
Tuesday 5-10pm
Saturday 2-5:30pm

Hit a nigga up.
<3

meh. finally feeling some what decent due ( Read more... )

My first day of work wasn't bad ( Read more... )

breathe in, breathe out.
just take another breathe,
you'll need to time to think.
breathe.
make everything alright,
even though things will
never be okay.
breathe.
cut your tongue and leave
your lungs raw.
leaving scars so horrendous
you are almost glad they
aren't visible from the outside.
breathe.
let everything leave you,
and just remain a skeleton,
we are all ( Read more... )

had an interview yesterday, for areopostale. it was lame, just as any ( Read more... )