An itch you can't scratch
no matter how deep you cut.
The new years is kind of sucking my balls.

I could say so much,
but I'd much rather keep it in.
I enjoy to torture myself
with the overwhelming thoughts.
hah.

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• constant feelings of sadness, irritability, or tension
• decreased interest or pleasure in usual activities or hobbies
• loss of energy, feeling tired despite lack of activity
• a change in appetite, with significant weight loss or weight gain
• a change in sleeping patterns, such as difficulty sleeping, early morning awakening, or sleeping too much

Painted today. Tomorrow will be the last day for painting, I hope.

Haven't been up to much. Went to Yorktown beach tonight. Actually,
just got back. It is a really nice night. I like it.
Went to the Mall a few days ago.

Next time my brother is off I really need to go job hunting.

Meh, my life is boring. Nothing new.

<3

The only truth I know at this point ^

"Se la vi." (sp?)
The french have such a great saying.
Such is life.

<3

When you are the only one saying
you are wrong, people like to assume
they are right.
But my mind is thankfully not here.
It is wandering, I love percocet.

Things are holding me down, I need
to cut those strings and be free.
I need to be me again.

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