The Only Heart He Knows

[bloodofpyke]

the only heart he knows | zayn/liam; background harry/louis | 2,033 | pg | and he's sort of curling into it, and it's a bit like pressing on a bruise, he thinks, and he wants to smile at that, because maybe Liam's left a mark after all. | Zayn's POV through four different moments in their relationship. beta'd by the loveliest people in my life,

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[saycomfychairs]

YOU INCLUDED CLOTHING SWAP??????????????????????????????????
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS LEAH. OMG WHY WOULD YOU?

but really this was so so so beautiful. your words are like poetry I swear they make me want to weep just as the way you write them and then throw in all the actual FEELINGS you evoke and honestly I want to drive to your house and give you the biggest hug in the world because you are my favvvvvourite. I could quote the whole thing back to you since it was all the best but instead I'll just say - NEVER STOP WRITING OR I WILL NEVER SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN. <333

[bloodofpyke]

I TRY ALISHA, I TRY

(and how could i not? i almost didn't include the "i love you forever" bit but feelings won out over good prose in the end lol)

AND THANK YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT'S PHYSICALLY PAINFUL FOR ME!!!! <3333

[estrella30]

This is amazing. Love this pairing and this was just really awesome. Wow. Thank you!!

[bloodofpyke]

ahhhh thank you so much!!!

[prettykitty_aya]

absolutely lovely. I want more, of course.

[bloodofpyke]

ahhh thank you!!! (i have a tendency to translate all my feelings for these assholes into fic, so there'll probably be more lol)

[aragons]

(He would keep that box locked and buried until the day he died)
(He would keep that box locked and buried until the day he died)
(He would keep that box locked and buried until the day he died)
(He would keep that box locked and buried until the day he died)

[bloodofpyke]

sobbing i will never get over that ribbon, i feel like i've really made it now :')

and eeeeeeek thank you!!! i've been having feelings fest on the rest of these assholes (although after that leap frog stunt, i think harry/louis are back on the front burner again) and trying to ~get inside~ zayn's head sort of made me want to curl up into a ball and cry

I LOVE YOU <33333333

[aragons]

good because you earned it leah, you earned it

(that fucking leapfrog stunt i don't want to be a person anymore, take me awayyyyyyy) but oh god i can only imagine. i don't know what it says about me that i like this relationship most at it's quiet, painful, pining stage but, i do and so here we are.

LOVE YOU TOO DESPITE THIS CRUEL STUNT
(but no really this is disgustingly good.)

[bloodofpyke]

no, same, me ect ect I LIKE ANGST TOO MUCH HELP

but thank you i'm surprised people like it tbh it's just feelings!!!! <33333

[reginablair]

I have chills. This was just beautiful- the ot5, the stylinson, the internal monologue, the tattoo motif... it hurts, but kind of a good hurt. <3

[bloodofpyke]

ah thank you, that means so much!! i'm glad you liked it :)