oh

after a million years my writing site
is actually up. i still have a lot i need
to add but there you go.

ps i know it looks like crap in firefox
but im too tired to fix it at the moment.
:p

i didnt tell you when you asked
what was wrong that my eyes were wet
that i was holding everything inside

Standing in front of you
They fade into the wall
And leave behind nothing
Nothing at all


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x. sore throat = evil. popsicles = my hero.
x. first time i called in sick. yay for me!
x. i got two books from amazon today (used, the best kind i think, somehow):
house of leaves and the tao of pooh still waiting for jitterbug perfume & the te of piglet)
x. got a letter from ramona and am writing her back (thankyou sweetling)

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my fever keeps fluctuating between 100 and 99, atleast it isn't at 102 which it was last night, although now it hurts everytime i cough or laugh or sneeze, it feels like something is shredding the inside of my lungs ( Read more... )

dont want to work. parents are yelling, mom stomping out the door, head is pounding. i feel nauseous, if only i could just let it all out somehow, this sickness, why do i feel so ill? kelli hates me and makes my life torture at work. i pretend she doesn't exist but that only works for so long. i talk on the phone too much and i have a broken ( Read more... )

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iwishihadavalentine

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I tiptoe to the bathroom, bare, my arms wrapped around my sloping breasts, shutting the door so i can pee ( Read more... )