I thought I was better, but I'm not. I keep flailing like a drowning man. the truth is I feel guilty for trying to date, lonely and guilty fight within me. who wins? I'm guilty because I can't be in love with anyone (but her). and I'm lonely because she does not want me. I drove her away last night I told her we could not continue to be ( Read more... )

So its week 3 in my new job ( Read more... )

I love dogs, and cats but I don't think I'll own one again. I don't want to take responsibility and I don't want to get attached and then have them die. I'll take on that burden with a freind or a loved one, but I just can't do that for a pet. I hope that is understandable.

Just put 43 gigs of music into winamp and hit shuffle. letting the music win.

It strikes me as odd that the global warming/ climate change/YouNaughtyHumansAndyourToolWieldingThumbs agenda is primarily populated with Atheists. Most of them completly turned off by the Idea of religion and the majority of which turn thier angry atheist eyes specificly at christianity. they hate the concept of Sin, that we do something wrong ( Read more... )

a warm house full of good freinds and good food is priceless

Expect me to move to seattle

man Its bad here in atlanta. we're getting flooded

despite the title this is not about sex, htis is aobut the rain. I live on top of a high hill next to the Chattahoochee river. this means that If it ever looks like I am going ot get flooded, Everyone else will most likly be flooded first , and I do mean EVERY ONE ( Read more... )

I had a job interview with a placement service today, they recommended some changes in my resume to avoid some difficult questions. hopefully the coaching sticks.