okay i'm so sick of all the internet back and fourths its retarded so jon this is for you ( Read more... )

i think i'll post that poem now ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

my family is gone and i'm alone right now. I talked to Joe for a really long time today. I showed him me singing a blood brothers song and he liked it. But only when when i sing Johnnys parts which is cool because i know i can't sing. :) but yeah ummm i think thats the only interesting thing i've done today. I love you Joe and yeah and caitlin if ( Read more... )

I'm going out with Joe now for those of you that don't know. I saw him on Saturday and that was lovely...all up until Elliot told me some stuff Jon has been doing with some girl erica oooooo! I hope she's got herpes. And if not something else deadly. THEN HE WILL NEVER BE HAPPY! MUWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! aww no that was so mean. I take it back...well no i ( Read more... )

they're perfectly alligned ( Read more... )

i feel so bad. i just want things to be like they were. I was so happy. Joe helps a lot, but i need him to help me get over this and he doesn't even call me. you would think after hurting me so bad he would come to see me and say hes sorry but NO! you know who came Joe did! god damn it why doesn't he care?! I WISH I WOULD NEVER HURT AGAIN ( Read more... )

I had a pretty good day...joe knows why, so does amanda i don't want to say what i did on here so yeah...i'm sleeping over katies house on friday and i'm going to talk to rene and see if he wants to fuck me. LoL :jk: i'm totally into this band the fever i love the song joe sent to me. I took some new pictures so if you havne't seen them IM me. * ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day. I'm so never going to get over Jon. I can't help it. Oh well, i'll be crazy for all my life..."so what so i'm crazy so then send me jusitice and i'll have paris in flames."--c and c Joe has been sending me music every night some of it cheers me up but most of it makes me sad. I need to get laid BIG time. I would love to just ( Read more... )

i went out with caitlin today and just hung out. I tried to shop but everything closed early today. I still feel like total shit i'm not so sure i was ready to leave that place. I really only wanted to leave to make my mother feel better. I don't know maybe listening to thursday and talking to joe will make me feel better. I've got school tomorrow ( Read more... )