OMG! I'd totally forgotten about lj, it's been so long since I last posted. I've been reading back over my old posts and I cant believe what a whinging girl i used to be! of course i'm not much better now but at least i do it in private ( Read more... )

hey livejournal it's me and i need your advice. ok so ive known sam for 3 years and he's fancied me the whole time which i knew on and off (the rest of the time was spent thinking he hated my guts)and there were times when i fancied him too. so when we got together a few weeks ago, we hooked up and it could have been worse. but the whole time i was ( Read more... )

my head is beyond messed up. i spend 90% of my waking hours pissed off at people, generally my family. i HATE living back in Devon. I HATE living with my parents and my brother. I HATE the fact that i constantly think about jim even though we broke up 2 months ago. im having trouble finding things to do to amuse myself and when i do find them i ( Read more... )

ok i've been in a bloody awful mood all day today and there are a number of reasons and i just want to get them out of my head before i go to bed or i wont be able to sleep. i just read my entry for this day last year and its funny bcos i was in a bad mood then as well. isnt that weird. right so where to begin? ive had a hangover today bcos last ( Read more... )

At 11:23 this evening James Edward Robinson terminated our loving relationship so that we "can still be friends". I am slightly, possibly, heartbroken.

...and drunk...

I got home last night from visiting Jim and his family in Lincolnshire. The journey home took 10 hours but i think it was totally worth it. but now i'm slightly confused about our relationship because ... well i dont know why. i've gotta work that one out. basically before easter we had a huge discussion about how i felt stronger about him than he ( Read more... )

Good lord it's been a bloody long time since i last updated. I seem to have lost the lj knack. i guess i don't need it to get my feelings out of my system any more. i have a wonderful boyfriend and i dont need to bitch about him. so what else is there to say? well i'm homer in paignton and i'm bored out of my skull! seriously how did i manage to ( Read more... )

fucking fucking fucking fuck stupid shitty university essay crap. i hate this i hate you i hate jim i hate the university. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

bastard cunts.

Hooray! I finally got round to resetting my password. Hoo-bloody-ray. I don't have anything to post though. Life is normal, Jim is great, Tom is being annoying - everything normal. I wish it was half term but it's not so i'm working as much (as little) as is necessary. I have an essay de in 10 days so i might start looking at books for that - but ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines Day everyone for yday. Sorry it's late. I had a great day! Jim gave me some belgian chocolates, a wonderful harp cd and a frying pan. the frying pan was the best cos he'd listened to my mumbling that i didnt have one and bought me one! woo now i can make pancakes. wahey. in return i gave him some flavoured alcoholic coffee and some ( Read more... )