You've got ideas so fresh,
I strive to recreate myself
over
and over
again
and cannot be satisfied.
But never will I stray
or look away
from those eyes
that glow like stained glass
and must have been painted on
with mother nature's softest and gentlest
strokes.

It feels like an entire ocean
was dumped
onto an old tin roof
deafening
all in one instant
I am blood-drained
drowned
in the realization
of a destroyed jewel of hope.

So filled with rage at the moment
remembering what it feels like to be alone
and realizing that all I have is a father
who refuses to accept that I am not his little clone
that I don't and WILL NEVER agree with his outlook.

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND LET ME GROW UP ACCORDING TO MY OWN TRUTH.

I just now realized that there are no happy endings like the ones in childhood storybooks.
I will never find "the one" and live happily ever after. Life is a vicious cycle full of nothing but heartache.

finally gained the lucky view of the world
now it's back to the basics
folk and flannel shirts
corn, water, and wine.
bad habits walk past and I never look back.
this is who I really am
more human than ever before.

Man, can you help me out? Bring me back to love. Bring me back to life.

There's definitely something sacred
about this particular space and time,
how natural it feels to fit in your arms
and for your body to melt into mine.

I don't know who I am anymore. Someone please remind me.

I need to rediscover myself.

Swift and true straight to my heart ( Read more... )

There's nothing half so sweet in life as love's young dreams.