there has been something always wrong with me the last like two months.... first tonsiltis... then strep, then brochotis... something with either my ribs or kidneys now strep again... a ton of pain in my right side... getting tired of going to the doctor... I went from not being sick to bein sick all the time... again... WTF...

Well I went to the doctor yesterday because i lost my voice and was having some trouble breathing... it hurt to have air go on my voicebox... turns out I have a sever case of tonsilitis... which sucks thats why lost voice... cant see carolyn for couple of days... I am off work for awhile... hopefully voice comes back soon...

One of my kitty's passed away last night... I layed with her so she wasnt alone... man that was tough.. I pet her and told her I loved her and she gave her last breath.. Poor thing... I believe she was 18 my dog asher let out two howls after she passed...he was a bit sad right now just kinda pouting... poor thing laying by her bowl...

For the first day of spring we got 12 inches of snow... I had a good weekend... spent it with carolyn at her friends house we played skippo and talked.. then we crawled into the love pit and watched some tv.. I woke up around 520am and kissed her good night and headed home had to let my dogs out and feed them... plus she had to go to breakfast with ( Read more... )

So to add to my wonderful two weeks. I was in a car accident yesterday morning right after I left work... and the jerk took off. luckily I was close to my moms house. managed to drive my truck over there and my step dad helped me make my truck drivable. Its a long story on how.. my bumper towards the passenger side is trashed it was pushed into my ( Read more... )

Saying goodbye to her was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.. when I first walked into her house I lost it.. grabbed a stuffed animal i had given her 15 years ago and cried.. My aunt came up to me and said I needed to hear how she passed and it was a slight sense of relief.. I pretty much just listened to all the stories she was ( Read more... )

The death of my grandmother was one of the hardest things I ever had to go through.. I have lost people who were close but she was like my mom.. there was a sense of relief when I saw her body she looked better then when I had last seen her.. She seemed at peace, no pain and happy...I wanted her to wake up so bad. This was the one person whom I ( Read more... )

Its been rough.... I needed a well needed break yesterday I called carolyn and was like I need to get away from my family right now and not think about this can you help... she was like anything you want... I wanted a beer really bad dont know why but I did so I headed out to meet her for dinner and a beer.... That first beer tasted so good... she ( Read more... )

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I just got the news I have been dreading..... She passed away today... I know I have been waiting but you are never ready to hear when some you love passes away... She was very loved in her life.. she had 8 children and tons of grandchildren and great grandchildren and great great grandchildren...